First of Summer

So far this summer I have gone to St. George and I went swimming, where I got my first sun burn of the season. My swimsuit left a pretty sweet tan line with a diagonal strap and a square on my sternum. Then I was able to relax with my mom for a few days before I went on Trek. I helped pull a hand cart through the mountains for two days, got a sun burn again, now my face is so tan and freckled I don't know what to do. It's like I am a whole new person. I also developed some mean calve muscles. Now I just need a surf board and I am ready for California. Just kidding but I am almost there. . .almost.

अहह

It is 11:25 on June 7, 2011. I am thinking and stressing about my future. I think I want to go to college, but I don't know what I want to be. I know I want to experience the world but I don't know how to finance that. I don't know if I want to get married and have children, sometimes I think about it and I can only picture the good stuff. I know it won't be easy but I can never picture the in-between. I see horrible things happening in my future, or I see the happiest moments in my life. This is what I think about on late nights, thanks for reading and good night.

Meaning

Serendipity:
NOUN:
pl. ser·en·dip·i·ties

1 The faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident.
2 The fact or occurrence of such discoveries.
3 An instance of making such a discovery.